So my weight has settled. I've lost one stone.

I haven't eaten today and I have no appetite.

Haven't taken drugs since Friday last week so that's 10 days.

On Thursday I'm going to a houseparty thing. It starts Thursday and ends Sunday. There'll be a lot of drugs there. When I take yokes I can't eat while on them and definetly not the day afterwards, as i've said before. I'll be taking them Thursday night, Friday night maybe Saturday night. I also don't eat the day before taking them. So I've come to the conclusion I'll eat something Wednesday and that'll be the last thing i'll have for a long time. If I take them Saturday I won't eat until Tuesday.

I don't even know if I'll eat much between now and Wednesday. My mind state isn't great and I have no appetite at all.

I told Kevin , the guy holding the houseparty that I know well I won't be able to eat if we're yoking for three days straight and he said I'll be a stick by Monday. I'm glad he didn't freak when I said I was ok with not eating for at least four days. Fair enough he gets it's because of the yokes but I know a few people who'd have a go at me for saying "I've accepted the fact I'll be having my last meal for quite some time on Wednesday."

I'll post on my other blog about how the Party went.


Stay Safe
xx